http://www.hopeisemo.com/blog/8569 en-US http://www.hopeisemo.com/node/952 <p>Last night mainly consisted of Jerome, Dennis, and Hannah coming over to spend the night at my house. It was a lot of fun. We played on the computer, went to the shopette, took pics, and took videos too. But when I went to go to sleep, Jerome kept trying to sleep in my bed. I told him no but kept trying. I pushed him off a few times. I also tried to scare him off by touching him, and making him nervous. Basically, it just turned him on. I touched his cock twice. One out of his underwear and once in. He may not be big but he was hard, and yet he was hard for me so I guess I am happy I turn people on and make them horny. He decided to try to touch back. I really didn't do much to push him away. I liked it when he touch. I think that he thinks he has like a small penis or something. I touched it for a while making him think I could hurt him. I wouldn't do that. I was just trying to scare him off, well not really. I just wanted to touch him. Is that wrong? I am bisexual but like no one knows it. I guess I am hiding from myself like Hope was talking about in episode two. I guess I need to get in touch with myself. I don't think he actually likes me. I am really confused about his feeling for me to talk to more people about things. I just don't think they will accept me for how I am. I guess I just need to come out with it and tell them it’s better to be hated for what you are then to be like for what you aren't. I just need to tell everyone. Apparently Tiffany is worried about our relationship. I don't know what her problem is right now. By the way, I am going to start making my own daily videos to update people on what's going on and how I feel about things. Thanks you guys. Please, post some advice for me.</p> http://www.hopeisemo.com/node/952#comment alone crying him Last me nihgt sad Sat, 1 Jul 2006 15:56:35 -0500 absent_mind 952 at http://www.hopeisemo.com